Mourning the loss of silence: how tinnitus interrupted my life

Steve Howe
15 min readMay 26, 2022

You sit looking at a lake, watching as a couple of loons pierce the pristine glaze of the water’s surface. Clumps of clouds hang in the sky, painted violet by the setting sun. You hear the hum of a boat’s motor in the distance — it fades into nothing. The air is still, windless. You take a deep breath and take in the silence.

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Steve Howe

Writer for UX, games, and mental health orgs. Background in teaching, translation, and support for vulnerable people. Loves languages, long runs, and bad puns.